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D​(​r​)​EAD

by So This is How it Ends

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1.
Downfall 02:34
Way too late to say "I'm sorry" for what I have done It's over, time to pay for my sins Take me out Take me down This a hard pill for me to swallow I can't take back what I've done My life is a one way ticket To six feet underground I've wasted so many years Give me back the feeling I had before it all went downhill This time bomb is ticking away I'm just way too late to say "I'm sorry" for what I have done It's over, time to pay for my sins Take me out
2.
D(r)EAD 03:02
I feel myself falling to the deep drowning from my fear of loving me I can't shake this feeling of regret There's nothing left This doubt will dig a whole To where I unravel Grief consumes all of me Sorrow will take over me Pain grabs a hold of me Regret will swallow me I feel myself falling to the deep drowning from my fear of loving me I can't shake this feeling of regret There's nothing left I fight this fight to lose I enjoy drowning apparently In my own fucking insecurities It's consuming me in this cold Blanket of strange comfort You will never get through to me I live in constant misery This will never see the surface again It will stay deep Stay hidden down deep inside So I will keep it underground I will keep it under
3.
Question 02:28
Where is my life going (Where is my life) Where will I be (Where will I be) These questions are haunting me (Haunting me) I need sleep Tearing me down from the inside out The constant feeling of regret I'm seeing a whole in my chest Making me feel so fucking dead I keep falling to the darkness Looking in the mirror at myself I see my past mistakes And how much I have failed you Looking in the mirror at myself I see my past mistakes And how much I have failed I feel like I've done nothing But eat, sleep, and dig my grave I don't know what is coming next All I know is my past is a mess What do I do with myself? All I have to offer is a hollow she'll I know there is more to this Than I have yet to find (yeah) My mind is slipping daily To a place I don't even know I'm going fucking insane Or maybe I'm just dying Give me a sign Help me please
4.
Empty 04:06
My light is dying No telling how long I will last Trying to figure it out Trying to calm down Before I can't come back This life beats the shit out of me Brings me to my knees Til' I pray for forgiveness But the pain follows me wherever I go I can't escape life's strangling hold I'm growing old, slow me down I can't stay in stone Or I will be lost forever I can't stand the idea That I will be lost in time I want to be remembered I want to be remembered for something better I poison everything I touch I can't keep a straight thought When my mind is fading to dust Why do I keep doing this Why do I do this to myself I can't hold on much longer I'm starting to drown in the water Sinking deep in the dark My soul is losing its spark No time for regret life is passing by I tend to choose the wrong line Every fucking time That doesn't mean one day I can't make a mark On this world that's slowly going dark Take my hand I will lead you, far away from this place I created with my own two hands
5.
Undone 03:04
Back to square one To the place where we all started We will find our way again Through the valley we will search This time we spent decaying Must be detered to growth Stuck in this realm where I was thrown to rot I will crawl my way out and find a way to Calm the storm of bleeding Before the bleeding river flows I need to settle this quarrel From turning cold For you can't turn this pain to pleasure Without making wine from emptiness first This emptiness will consume my soul I will find a way to get back home My knees are bloody From crawling to light I'm growing tired Of seeking for a way to fight My mind is blurry My life is a lie This growing worry will consume me I'm reaching for the clouds While falling to the gallows The repeating theme of life Is what holds me down I still try to find a way to survive In this life of mine Survive

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Thanks to Ibanez Guitars and Basses, and DW Drums for making incredible instruments. Thanks to Fractal, D'addario, Dunlop, and Promark. Also, a special thanks to Scott Garland for taking care of our graphic design needs. But a big thank you to all of our friends, family, and fans that stood by us through this journey. If you've ever bought a ticket, come to a show, grabbed a shirt, or raged in the pits to one of our songs, this EP is for you! We appreciate your support!

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released August 10, 2018

Written by So This is How it Ends
Recorded by John Richardson
Mixed & Mastered by Justin Spaulding at MoreSound

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